Everyone is hiding from the sun. For a Monday, it is mockingly sunny. My thoughts keep drifting from one thing to the next, wishing I could focus on j...ust one solid thought but every time something comes up, I'm too scared to delve so I keep running. Exactly one week now. Exactly one week since I learnt how it really feels to lose someone precious. Nothing changes and everything goes on. You have to, too. Somehow.I'm vaguely conscious of your presence. It does not fill my head like it's supposed. And Eve looked a lot like the actress, Madeleine Stowe. You may remember her from the movie, Unlawful Entry with Kurt Russel and Ray Liotta back in the early 90's. Except that eve was a little thicker. Not fat by any means. Just thicker... Living next to her, I would see a different guy over there each weekend staying with eve. She didn't care. Or at least not to care enough to let it show. In fact, Eve didn't care much about anything. She let Eddie and I do as we pleased all the time.. She pushed my shirt upwards. I silently extended my arms, allowing her to strip me of my polo shirt. She leaned forward and kissed each of my nipples, running her wicked little tongue around them before raking her manicured fingernails across my bare chest.I took in a deep breath and forcefully exhaled. There was denying the lust or the uncontrollable passion that had built up between us. We rumbled around in the bed, stripping each other and doing unspeakable things.Sandra had a body that was. "Lucky for what,getting my arse tanned or getting fucked?" For both actually..I would settle for one of those but both would be great."An idea came straight into Doreen's head because she knew that Helen fancied Harry and she certainly knew that Harry fancied Helen "Maybe we can do something about that," mused Doreen."I wish," replied Helen."No I am serious...you like Harry don't you?" You know I do but..." Well he likes you too..." Doreen, are you suggesting that I have sex with your husband.