We grew to be, if not friends, at least close colleagues. He told me it felt good to have someone to confide in about the failure of his marriage. One... day he asked me, "Helen, may I ask you a question?" "Well, you can ASK Paul," I replied. He chuckled with appreciation at my wit. "Why does George call you 'Bam'?" "Its a nickname. It has to do with something we discovered about each other when we first started to date." I laughed. "Its sort of one of those things that makes perfect sense when. Sophia asks to Jackie if she has ever felt a prostate and ifshe would like to check mine. Of course Jackie quickly put on gloves andinsert one and then two fingers in my rectum for massaging my prostatewhile she orders me not to move. The doctor then mention to Jackie thatI can be milked quite easily by this subtle movement and of courseJackie keeps going until I come to my great embarrassment. They clean meup and take my feet out of the stirrups and ask me to get dress and toreturn to her desk. All his life he had been searching for this feeling. He couldn't believe that he now had found it at this stage in his life. Better late than never, as they say, he thought to himself.They made it to the cottage in no time. Little whiskey met them at the door with her wagging tail. "I'll take the dog out for you," he said. "Go run your bath. " Thanks Steven," she said and took off her long cloak, lit her tiffany lamp and a few candles here and there. She put on some soothing CDs for them and. "Bye Terry" she mouthed. If only he knew she thought, he would be morethan just a little embarrassed I suspect.Debbie turned to her and said, "What happened to Terry, you seemed to begetting on great guns, well, you know him already, don't you? He's oneof you drinking friends isn't he? He didn't suss you out did he? Hedidn't discover your little secret did he Marilyn?"Marilyn looked straight ahead, smiling to herself and replied. "No,Debbie, he had no idea from what I could tell but, when I had.