. well ... I don’t have any authority or responsibility or anything. I’m really just a babysitter when it comes down to it.”“Is that what you ...feel like, Tony? Just a babysitter?”I looked at the boys. I hadn’t been paying much attention to the game, but they both stood up and yelled just as Justin Smoak put one over the fence. Everybody was standing and the boys couldn’t see anything. Jack and I reached for boys at the same time and Damon was up on my shoulder at the same time that Drew was. Since she was doomed in any case, unworthy of ever beingright with her father or God, she just wanted her pain in this life to end,no matter what would happen afterward.But even that prayer had gone unanswered, and as the years dragged on, shegave up on even that hope, and died inside. She went through the motions ofliving, but there was nothing at all behind her eyes.Or at least, that had been true until this year.For the last few years, there had been a growing excitement andanticipation in. My brother would return only in the evening. My college would get over by 12. I would reach home by 12 30, spend time till evening. I would sneak up in the kitchen, open her hair, would start massaging her hair, back and waist in the kitchen while she was working. I had gained the freedom to touch her except for boobs and ass. That too changed after some time.Massaging her head, back and waist were normal now, so I decided to take it a bit further. My brother had gone to a wedding, he would. And my eyes strayed down and noticed thetight jeans that he was wearing, and then the bulge in his crotch. Andthat started me thinking about what was causing the bulge and that got mekind of excited. I glanced around and there wasn't anyone within rows ofus and the theatre was pretty dark so I slowly moved my hand over andrested it on his thigh, and then slid it down onto the bulge in hisjeans. Andy tensed up a little when I touched him there but he didn't sayanything so I began to gently rub.