Looking at the ground, Nicole said "well... I guess so, I'm going to go put on my swim suit". "okay so will I" said Amy as she got up and went to thro...w on her swimsuit. Amy had changed and was excitingly waiting in the hot tub for her sister to come to the hot tub, Amy had knew her sister would think she was really sorry for last night, and now with their mon gone for the day she would have the perfect opportunity to have more fun with her sister in the hot tub. "okay I'm here" said Nicole as. I was the outsider, the new guy, they all knew each other well and swapped stories about fun times they had shared together. I kicked into shy mode again, listening but saying little. The day wore on, the meat was placed on the fire, more beers were opened and I began to loosen up. In true South African style at a braai (barbecue), the men hang around the fire watching the meat, sharing their limited culinary knowledge on how best to cook meat over coals, while the women did their thing. She just lay there on me with my arms wrapped around her and my erect cock still buried inside of her.“What are you guys doing”?Oh God. I looked up over Ashley’s back and down past my feet saw Stacy by the open door. Had we left it open last night? I did not hear Stacy open it. How long had she been standing there?“What are you guys doing”?“I’m just giving Ashley a back massage. Her back still hurts”.“Why is she naked”?That made me pause. Why is my teenage daughter naked while getting a massage. .just something....Then I got it! I remembered HOW I thought before. How, not what. Iremembered HOW I thought. My thinking was more structured and welldefined and clear. Now, however, my mind felt extremely limited anddampened down, pushed into the mire and mush of a lowerintelligence.I was extraordinarily restrained from the higher reasoning levelsof adulthood.I WAS a little girl.Not just in body but in mind itself. The teachings and trainings ofmy former life lay without a thought of how to.