When she’d gone through the barriers Nate watched the SUV move out into the main road and off to wherever she was going. He tried to take in what ha...d just happened, but failed. Used to sex being such hard work getting to the act, and his experience being limited to girls who probably knew less than he did, this was all new. All good, but all new. ** Nate looked for the woman the next two nights. Not that he thought there might be a repeat performance, but he found himself yearning to know more. I've neveronce had any doubt that I'm supposed to be a girl, all i've ever felt isjealousy for girls that I couldn't be one too. I know what I did takingyour card and buying the hormones was wrong, I just couldn't let pubertyturn me into a guy like Mike and dad. You have it easy, you're a woman andyou know you're a woman, there isn't any doubt it your mind. I'm a boy whoneeds to be a girl, please you're the only person that can help me becomethe girl I know i'm suppose to be."Mom reached across. There’s nothing the future blackmailers could want that I wouldn’t give them if mistress said to obey them without limit.Today I get to test my beliefs. Today, mistress and David have gathered together the tools, in the way of really bad people, to test me. To see if I can survive the worst they can imagine the blackmailers could throw at me. They’re even going to video the whole ordeal. I should worry that something will go wrong and the video will make it to the internet. Instead, I know that. Many mages joined the army, and I therein saw my chance toget away from all these stupid people. At least there I could do what I reallywas good at - wreck havoc with my fire. And I mean it that way. Not only myfellow soldiers were surprised, also the enemy seemed most interested. One nightthey raided the small camp I had been sleeping in, killed most of the others,and captured me." He swallowed, and this time I guess it were the memories."They threw me into some dark hole, drugging me so that.