I just stood there for what seemed like hours and she finally asked me, “Why did you do it?”I was speechless and didn’t know how to answer her. ...I thought about it and figured I should just tell her the reasons behind it and hope she would not feel upset or humiliated. So I told her the truth. I told her that I had always wanted to see her naked and that it had been that way for some time. Still looking at the floor she asked why would I want to see an old woman naked. So I decided that I would. I pulled out while she was still rubbing my balls with the lotion and started tracing her asshole with my tip. i said let me in, she said oh god. i was like its ok, ill go slow, and u liked it when i was just in there. she said ok just do it. do it now. so i poked my head through and she pulled away and was like "whoahhh'' and i pulled her back into me and i tried again, this time she gave a long moan when i got a few inches in. i only got a few inches in before i started fucking slow, but i. Nice and slow.I could feel my forehead start to sweat. It was like I was performing surgery. After about an hour of hovering over her back (OK, it was probably like forty-five seconds, but it FELT like an hour), I finally made contact.Nothing. No movement at all.What do I do now?Without an answer to my "Is she actually awake?" dilemma, I decided to move my hand down her back. First by about a millimeter. Then another. My heart was beating so hard that I could feel it in my throat.After a few. It also affected Mom the same way. Mom had to ask, "Are you sure, Carol? This sounds very serious."I could tell Julia was about to respond, and I feared it was not going to be very politic, so put my hand on her head to catch her attention, and said a quiet, "Shh."Carol said, "It doesn't SOUND serious, Mom; it IS serious. I'm even more sure about this than Julia is. This relationship is PERFECT for me." I saw that it was too, as it stressed subservience so strongly.Julia wasn't allowing further.