You know Myra's arranged this meeting about the future of this site. Well, she's moved it to be held here, and I guess I should invite Peter. What do ...you think?"My heart missed a beat. Maybe I'm a coward, but from what I understood of Peter's mood and what he thought of me, I'm not sure I needed a showdown with him in front of a property developer, an architect and my staff. I was wary, very wary. "I didn't know she'd moved it. I'm not sure I've got the time to drive over to the Abbey and back,. ------------------------------------------------------------------------My fits of girliness were edging closer and closer to my 'real' life,and feeling increasingly real themselves. It was genuinely becomingpossible to start forgetting about 'real' me, the guy who went to work,had friends and coworkers, had a past, and a future. When I was homeand dolled up, it was so easy to tunnel vision on girl clothes, mychanging body, and my raging boner, and think that all that was my lifeinstead of an. After we walked in, the place filled with plastic good and amber pieces for the authinic look. Tia gave me a hip bump "I see you're not the prince charming I'm looking for, that's strike one"Puzzled I couldn't comprehend to what she was talking about. "You let my open the door for myself, that's strike one" she repeated. I gave her a quick smile "I'm in a good mood because of you let's not ruin it with the fairy tales". We was guided to our table by the hostess. She was of Asian decent. Cute. After a quick sandwich, I got my bikini out, intending to enjoy the cool waters and a quick tanning session. At the last minute, I threw the bikini on the bed, determined to tan in the nude. If she could do it, why couldn't I? I wasn't quite ready for the walk to the pier in the nude, so I grabbed a robe out of my closet and slipped it on. Now that I've had time to think about it, I believe that I wanted her to see me naked. For safety sake, I put my bikini in my beach bag, right on top of my.