I wasn’t quite sure how to address it though.“Stephie, please look at me,” I said softly. “Decide what you want to do. Then we’ll work thing...s out. I’ll keep my promises to you.”“But if I were to go with Red, where would I live?”With that, I knew where I stood and that my concerns about how she was thinking were justified. Stephie and I were going to break up. It sucked, but I didn’t see any way around it unless she changed her mind. And I was sure as hell not going to put pressure on her by. That?s what I fear. And that?s what I work everydayto move beyond. Sometimes I just go up and kisssomeone who looks like they need it as a gift tomyself, as a reminder that I once was someone whoneeded a kiss and now am someone who can give kisseswith a smile and an open heart. Amen for that.I fear losing the open heart it took me so long tofind. But I know that the way I lose it is to actfrom fear rather than love, so when that fear comesup, I just go out of my way to love, and you know,. ....On the way back to my car while on a slightly busy freeway my friend puts on some R&B (bump and grind), which I had no idea had the effect it did on her mood. She started to grab and rub her thighs while she griped the handle above the passenger side door tightly. I put my hand on her thigh and asked if she was ok, she replied I'm fine just don't touch me which caught me off guard because she had never told me anything like before all the while looking like she was about to loose it.So as. Then i fingered her pussy and she wasn’t that loose ,at 34 and being married for 5 years i thought her pussy was tight enough .i started fingering her initially with one finger then increased it to 2 and finally to 3 .love juice was dripping all over and i decided not to waste the guices and i put my mouth on her pussy and started licking her pussy ..she has gone mad and she was jumping and screaming. I moved my face on to her pussy and started licking and used my hands to fondle her boobs and.