His other favorite quote was "If you're shooting, then you're not thinking".Carrie was clearly more than just a bit of a nutcase, and she was already ...dangerously self-medicating at the moment, according to most accounts. These were character flaws that could be easily exploited for maximum result with very little, if any chance for a blowback upon us. Shit happens though, but I kept those darker thoughts to myself.My proposed plan of action was fourfold:•First, get more hard facts via a phone. “Just show up. It’s not like I wouldn’t love to be surprised by you stopping by,” I tell her. I hear her giggling on the other end of the phone. I tell her that I love her and end the call.The next call is from Paula. She seems to think that she is having difficulty and would like me to stop by and listen in on some phone calls. I tell her that I will be happy to do so and that I will stop by unannounced that way staff members won’t change their tactics if they know that I’m going to show up.. He even has us do some topless sunbathing under his window when the weather permits.Sometimes he has us bring him to malls, not in the same town as ours, wearing sheer shirts and gauzy skirts with no undergarments. He gets a kick out of watching other men look lustily at us. And as humiliating as it is, we also get turned on showing off our wares.We had warned him of the danger of letting others in on our secret. The biggest danger being that the state would probably take him away from us. But. Well my wife sets up the evening. It Saturday just two days away, we have used the machine a couple of times. I have to say it is incredible. I pushes in and pulls out constantly, relentlessly. I have taken it slowly at first just a little short stroke maybe a few inches at a slow speed. We worked up to a faster speed and I backed up to the machine so that a full eight inches was thrusting up my ass. My wife says come on you can take some more, I'm fully agreeable and I back my ass towards the.