.find myself at night,wishing to join Tanya in death. I'm so hollow... it is hard to makemyself go on. My Guard needs me and so I continue, but ......"Sasha felt gentle hands take her own and squeeze them."But why do you care, why are you... caring? You should hate me." I am empty...I hurt" the girl struggled with the words.'What was she saying?' Sasha wondered, That she did not hate her evenafter all Sasha had done to her? That she could care about Sasha becauseshe felt loss too? The list of. . let them go.I stopped at a neighborhood garage sale along the way and replaced my Glock, along with ammunition, and extra clips, with a nice smooth draw holster to make it easier to both conceal, and get into action should the need arise. I practiced at an outdoor range located nearby, and hit the road feeling protected.Feeling a little better, I stopped somewhere north of Saint Joseph, Missouri for a rather late lunch and met the reason the universe sent me here to occupy David's body.The. Claire walked with me next to the wagon and she gave me a wondering look as if afraid I would vanish before her eyes.I teased her, "I'm not going to disappear." I knew you were different before, but I didn't entirely understand how different you really are until last night."I thought I knew what this was about, "You mean when I apologized?" Yes. I've never heard a man apologize to a woman for yelling at her."Thinking about it, I realized that she was right; I'd never heard a man apologize for. Man kar raha tha ki darwaja tod ke andar ghus jau or uske lund pe baith jau. Achanak mere bojh se darwaja khul gaya. Wo locked nahin tha. Darwaja khulte hi hum dono chauk gaye. Usne jhat se kitab rahi or chaadar odh liya. Maine naatak kiya ki kuch dekha hi nahin ho. Main darwaja band karke uske paas gayi. OrPalang pe baith gayi. Wo aankh band kar ke so raha tha. Maine uske chehre pe haath phiraya.. Or kaha kamaaaaal. Usne aankh nahin kholi maine uske hoonto pe ungli ghumai.. To wo thoda.