Emma’s head was reeling from the pleasure, from the emotions, from the kiss.It was so sexual, so erotic, so lovely and so wanted.Emma had known abou...t her friend’s inclinations. She had known that Sarah had, on occasion, helped herself to the fairer sex; though they had only been in each other’s company when they were both hunting for men, as Sarah would put it.It was a revelation to Emma when Sarah suggested a helping hand, right there, right when she was supposed to be taking pictures for some. Sheila was shocked. She had expected the yelling but not to be fired just when she had bought a new car. She had even asked Sandra if she was pleased with Sheila's work. Sandra knew Sheila had bought the car on Sandra's assurance that everything was fine. "But what about my car payments and my new apartment? What about my bills?" asked Sheila in disbelief. "That's your problem," sneered Sandra. "You should have done a better job, then you wouldn't be losing this one." Sheila broke into tears. Anyway, recent times are what your waiting for.My daughter left him, but we stayed close as grandchildren are involved and we live close by. My husband and I have not had sex for many years, all he wants is companionship but I need more. As neighbors my ex son in law stops by to say hi or borrow tools at times. We have talked, really he is my only confidant. He once commented how good I looked and what a lucky guy my husband is and I laughed and explained his lack of interest. His answer was. Now whenI ask him he tells me I should love him, let him lead me and enjoymyself. Am I over-thinking this?End Diary EntryDiary Entry: February 2009I can hardly recognize the person I fell in love with. I never signedup for this. I'll do it because I care about him but this wasn't how Iwould have drawn it up when we met. I was thinking about weddingdresses but now I'm not sure I see a way that happens. I'm not going tocry and get all woe-is-me over this. I've had too much heartache as.