As he moved to the bathroom, I added, ‘And lubricant.’ Thinking that it had been so long since I had the beast inside that it might need some help.... He returned, placed the condom and lubricant on the nightstand and turned out the light. I felt him get into the bed next to me. ‘Your stuff is still in your lockers,’ he told me, referring to the lockers in the bedroom and the closet that could be used by returning guests. He took me gently in his arms and we kissed an amazing kiss. There was. You spit the rest out on my stomach, never missing a beat of rubbing my taint, milking every last bit out of me. I can’t describe how good it feels to cum in your mouth and thank you so much. I go to the bathroom to clean up the cum off of my stomach and get you some water to wash your mouth out. I know you don’t like the taste of my cum so you wash your mouth out before I hold you and kiss you again. Your cami feels so good against my skin that I ask you to leave it on for a while. You. I look over at Holiday, who has stopped wailing by this time. Reaching over, I brush the tears from his cheeks."It does not get any easier." I tell him. I wish I could cry too but that kind of release is gone from me."I loved her. We were making plans." His anguish is plain to hear in his voice.I can only shake my head, I have no pity but I can sympathize with his hurt."Chronos, Status." Sabers commanding voice cuts through our grief."Everyone safe and sound." I slowly climb to my feet. "All. I deserved it for putting you in that place.”“It was a terrible place to be put in,” he said. “It wasn't a choice at all. The world wouldn't have seemed better to me.”“I caused you pain. I made you hurt.”“Yeah. And haven't I done the same to you?”“Not recently. You didn't work with a devil and hide it.” She swallowed. “You didn't cheat on me.”“Yeah, I did. I had an entire weekend of cheating on you before I edited you,” I said. “I didn't even know about your affair when I fucked Kyleigh. I.