?I was shocked at the gift, sure. Not what I expected but more so I wasforced to confront my feelings on this matter again. The ones I buriedand thoug...ht were gone, are now back. I looked at my present, his smile,and with a nod I went into the tent to change into April. I zipped upthe flap and undressed, tossing my clothes into the corner knowing Iwon't be needing them the rest of the night. First I slipped on my giftand wow they felt so good. The material was fantastic and I was smilingputting. " I started walking towards the bedroom and Toy could do nothing but crawl after my swinging bare ass. I admit, a couple of times I sped up my pace just a bit to yank the cord taut and elicit that groan again. My bed was sort of high so I climbed up into it and dropped the cord letting Toy choose to come up on his own or stay on the floor. He stayed on the floor, probably because he thought I hadn't given him permission to come up with me. It was so nice to see him learning. I snuggled into my. ”“Good. And if you find you really like helping with a****ls, I am sure Juli could use some help, too. Besides the horses and cattle on the ranch which surrounds us here, she has a little farm with pigs and a few other things.”“You’re going to turn me into a country-girl?”“We don’t want to turn you into anything. That’s the point, Helen. We want to give you options that will give you something to make decisions about your future with. Schooling is a concern if your grades weren’t that good. A. I woke with him and me on the living room floor and the familiar feeling of annoyance by his presence.That was what sex was like before Joey. These tiresome boys were like physical junk food. They abated the hunger, but never nourished the body. I wanted to call a cab to take him somewhere I didn't have to see him. But I couldn't afford that. And to make matters worse, I would have to see him again next week and at graduation and likely again after that. That was the primary reason I saved my.