What the fuck am I doing. I’ve got to get out of here. This guy wants to have sex with me.Kendrick leaned in and kissed me again. He slid his han...d up the side of my neck and held my head in place.I felt Kendrick’s tongue slip into my mouth and we started kissing deeply. Kendrick stopped and took the joint from Shane and took a hit. While Kendrick was smoking Shane leaned in and kissed me. My senses were reeling. I could feel a stirring in my groin. Kendrick got closer to me and took. Maybe some of it was my brain experimenting with what might have happened, rather than what really did happen. The only problem was I had no idea what had been real and what was my brain playing tricks.My brain extended a finger and prodded me. I seemed to be a bit fragile but otherwise okay – normal even – if you can call being wide awake and sitting in the kitchen at 3:20am in the morning normal. I was pretty sure my experiences last evening weren’t normal. The weird reality-bending seemed to. I applied a few drops of lube to the tip and pressed it against her slit. Jen rocked her hips in tempo as I rubbed it back and forth to distribute the lube. I began to fuck her gently with her plastic penis, watching intently as the purple meat entered, and then exited her cunt. I pushed deeper with each stroke inward until I was finally pumping her with the entire smooth portion of the shaft, about eight inches worth. Each time I drove it inside her the tip of my thumb banged against her. In the beginning my visits to her bed were whenever I could manage, more or less every lunch hour. After work I visited my real girlfriend and had sex with her too in the evening and again in the morning. I really did not see a problem with that so long as my girlfriend did not realize I had started an affair with another. My future wite did not mind either, in the beginning. It was not until later when we had acknowledged our feelings for each other, tried to suppress them and failed it became.