We bought completely new mattresses, side bumpers and linens for them.There were boxes of sterilizers, baby bottles and breast pumps. They were dug ou...t ready to be cleaned if Jenny wanted to use them. After watching the connection between the boys and her I was sure the only thing they were going to get any time soon was the real nipple - any time and any where they wanted it.Tomorrow - until Jenny called - it was back to the grind. The Rapid Response team had lost three days of outside. Personally, I wondered ifen there wasn't somethin' fishy goin' on. Anyway, the banker was offerin' a reward of $2,000 fer the safe return of his wife, an' that was too much money ta sneeze at. Sam an' I pricked up our ears at the chance an' went ta see the banker ta make sure that he was serious with his offer of that much reward.He was right upset about his missin' wife an' readily wrote us a paper guaranteein' the reward an' signin' it. Sam an' I both read his surface thoughts while we was. Now, many guys would say, during what is coming next, that I should have blown off that vow and resorted to threats and violence. But those same people would be the ones to condemn a woman for breaking her vows, especially conventional vows like fidelity. Damn all hypocrites!As for fidelity, Erin and I made a deliberate consensual choice NOT to vow fidelity, even though we both intended to live that way. She said, “You are a man, I can well imagine where you might stray if there was a good. Thanks G." I was so embarrassed, I didn't know if Icould do this. I stood up and headed for the car park."Where's she going?" Mark asked behind me to the sound of a door opening."Female problems," I heard my boss say._ _ _ _ _I sat in my car, my hands shaking too much to light up a jay. "Jesus,I've NEVER been this stressed out." It wasn't that I was having troubleadjusting to the treatment either. What really scared me was how naturalit felt. I put my key in the ignition and started the.