I am so sorry..." I have no doubt that you are sorry. I have no doubt that you will try to be the best wife I can have but I will never be able to be ...the same husband to you. I will never be able to trust you the same way as I always have. I will hurt you badly if we stay together. I am a weak man and my only real strength in life was your love. Now that I do not have faith on your love I too have nothing. I am sure that you will agree that all my years of faithfulness deserve a better wife. Later I said, and we smiled again. As we ate you kept your hand on my leg whenever possible. We finished and sat talking for a few minutes. I became a little brave and put my hand on your leg. You smiled encouragement to me and my hand went up higher. We sat and looked at each other, our eyes not leaving one another’s. You raised your eyebrows. I raised mine. You smiled. I smiled. We seemed to be able to read each other’s mind. You paid the bill and we walked back out to the car. It was. Her vision narrowed. She looked at him, and saw one thing only. A new fear captured her soul. She knew what men possessed, through conversations with her nurse. She knew men possessed a weapon, a sword, between their legs, as women possessed a scabbard for them to sheath it in. Never had she thought the weapon of a man to be so large. It appeared as a lance, bluntly tipped, raised in salute to her nakedness. He came to his bed. With expert grace he placed his body in. Holy fuck had I been in luck so far that night! I was now covered in cum on my front and back and the night was far from finished. I got guided to lie down on my side towards the black gentleman, who was waiting for me. His cock went deep inside my pussy and then someone appeared behind me. I felt his fingers first, lubed up working my asshole. I was in heaven and I squealed loudly when I felt his cock take over. Outside of sex toys, this was new to me too. I couldn't believe how fucking good.