..Mr. Hill...I'm a lesbian. But I don't always feel like one. I think I did it more than anything to get away from my mom. To get away from the unhapp...iness.”I sat patiently...it seemed like there was a lot of pent up emotion behind this.“I've never fit in. And I've always blamed my mom for that. But now...I'm just not sure.”She laid her head on my shoulder, and her other arm grabbed my bicep.“I've never known a good guy. But they all say you are. How do I know you're for real?” She looked up at. “Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you Mr. and Mrs. Jack Jackson,” the minister announced, making me profoundly glad that I had legally changed my given name from Peter to Jack.If others in my life were bothered by me taking a hooker as my bride, that was their issue, not mine. They weren’t in my shoes, getting to take her to bed regularly while still having access to my ex’s body with my sultry wife’s consent. They didn’t get to watch Consuela eat Karen and Jill out often, either. They didn’t. "We need to figure out a way to keep any new meat cool. We don't want to come down with food poisoning." How did the pioneers preserve meat?" Cassie asked."I think they salted it or smoked it," Sam said."I'd say we need to find out how to do that then," Cassie said.Sam and I agreed.After lunch I showed Sam and Cassie how to use a gold pan in the stream that ran through our camp. We didn't turn up any colors, but the girls each had a turn at working the pan. I told them that tomorrow afternoon. I am sure the bouncing and exercise is what really set things off… I mean I know sometimes when I am doing sit-ups and I do it just the right way I can come pretty close to having an orgasm myself!” The two giggle at that, but Jamie did feel a bit bad deep down. She felt like she was behaving like her parents who had fat shamed her, put her on the spot when she was caught binge eating, showcased in front of her grandparents who said she was going to get fat and stay fat forever if she kept up.