My parents divorced when I was 5, it was a hurtful time because for some reason my Dad left the house and I thought it was because I had been naughty.... Mom and Dad tried to assure me that was not the case, but it seemed to stick in my mind. My sister Kate, 3 years older, did blame me, “It’s all your fault, you are always getting in trouble and Dad couldn’t take it.” The realty was he found another woman and left us to be with her.Mom did her best to shelter us from all of this but the reality of. But it was heavenly.We stared into each other’s eyes as he completely undressed. The sight before me was like a god to me. He had me completely and totally. If he sent me away at that moment, saying I had failed and he would not see me anymore, I would have to go to a nunnery as no one else would be able to compare.He came and kneeled between my legs. He ran his fingers up and down my soaking slit as I whimpered with pleasure. Then he did the same with his cock, wetting the head. Just as. She arrived on time and went into the bath to change. She would have been a very good looking trap with some minor effort. We got into bed and I asked a few necessary questions like are you disease free: Yes, Like to kiss: no, Suck dick: no. Bottom only. OK if I suck your cock to get you hard then take you on your knees: yes please!Her cock was about 5 inches and narrow. Fine with me! It was the first time I held someone else's cock in my hands. I loved the smell of it. A pre cum bubble was. When he invited us to sit with him at the airport, I did it because I wanted to. It felt like, this is going to make me sound like I’m so so weird, but it was like he was surrounded by something or a whole bunch of people who were protecting us from everything and everyone that were bad. He glowed, I don’t know what it was but he seemed really happy, he was always smiling and laughing and he was so so positive about everything. He didn’t have to say anything at all, but somehow I just had this.