That was definitely a high point of the evening because I wanted them both a little fearful of the consequences if they did not perform well.The Ameri...can girl had slender hips and I held her steady as I gave her the spoon across both cheeks. She gasped and reached out to grab Rose’s hands in hers hoping for moral support in her introduction to the stressful use of the spoons on her tender posterior. Rose gave her look of mixed pity and encouragement never quite taking her eyes off the falling. Tomorrow's good, I guess." Great we'll head over to Charlotte's tomorrow." Cool," she said, but she sounded kind of distant."What's wrong?" Sorry if I seem a little out of it. I'm just dealing with a lot of feelings and stuff. I thought I was ready for this whole experience, but I never realized there was a whole emotional side to it." What do you mean?" I guess in a way, I've been saying goodbye to little Chicken Legs Sheila, the scrawny little kid that I was deep down inside, up until. We went back to the room and they did come in and we carried on drinking and she showed me her pics etc. One of the boys was getting somewhere with the other girl and the other was trying it on you know giving me some lines arm around my neck, i told him sorry babe I have a man. Oh I see he said well he not here, I blushed (as I did fancy him a LOT) sorry babe no. I decided I wanted to go back to my room I was drunk and scared I might do soemthing with the guy, I will walk you back he said. Ok. "I checked out the kitchen. Jaz was sat at the table with his bowl of Trix. I don't care what Mom makes for breakfast, he has to have his Trix.Les and Sam were on either side of him on the bench drinking coffee with lots of milk and sugar in it. Mom was at the stove, watching over big frying pans of bacon and scrambled eggs. She was taking four pieces of toast out of the toaster and putting them on a plate. "OK, you guys. I need someone to put some plates and silverware on the table."The girls.