I guess they get a lot of wedding cake orders," I replied."Cool," Judy said.Then we finished some more cake and wanted to dance some more."You're so n...ot off the hook just yet, dance with your wife some more now," Judy said.Then we went over to the dance floor again. The band played 'Love don't lie' by Def Leppard."Another great choice," Judy said.Then we slow danced some more. Judy sparked out some more tears again."Seriously, you could make someone think I'm ripping your heart out sometime," I. Be together. Be alive. Be wrapped in your arms. Be loved. Be beautiful. Be bashful and giddy and shy and cute. I am deprived of all of this when you are not here beside me where you belong. Every moment I feel like my heart could burst from sorrowful pain. But it won’t. Being apart doesn’t kill you like it should. It should just instantly kill you and stop the pain. But merciless departure only laughs and slowly kills you through smoking and depression and binges. Death comes on soft slow. “Now, let’s look for a place to stretch out.”“Over here,” she suggested, pointing to a brick building a few yards off the end of the race.As we stretched, I had a chance to examine her more closely. She was tall, perhaps over six feet I thought. She was also beautiful. Not cosmetically beautiful, but naturally beautiful. Her body was lithe and yet she had all the curves any woman could possibly want. She had pale blonde hair piled in a bunch on top of her head and held with an elastic band. Her. A pretty shade of pink of course lol.You are to keep your little toenails painted at all times from now onsissy. For your fingernails, put clear polish on them Megan. Nobody willnotice. Well maybe Hannah will lol but you can keep them in your pocketsaround her I guess idk. Tonight I will think of something to give myfavorite little girl for her birthday. Do you understand what isexpected of you little sissy girl?"I was scared to say anything but I had to. Some part of me wasstruggling..