Then, when you awoke, we talked. And for the first time I realized I wasn’t enough for you. The sating gone. The glow. The happiness.”“We spent ...the rest of the day and night together,” Cheryl said.“And the next with our wives and Essie. Saying goodbye.”“Not exactly. I didn’t know then if it was just a night.”“It wasn’t.”“Obviously. But ... he didn’t want to hear about that ... process. He didn’t want to talk about sex, at least in the past tense. Our fantasies, yes. What we wanted at the. .. that would mean that I would have to be a woman full time!" Most pregnant women are silly! Now, go fill the tub while I get thebubblebath. I want you to get as hairless as it's possible for you toget." Now?" You got your letter of dismissal today. You'll get paid for the next twomonths, but after that you'll be unemployed, so there's no reason toreport to your office, and no reason to say no. So yes, I mean now."I was torn between complete and utter dismissal of her suggestion, andjumping in. Everything that happened before clicked in my brain, and I understood it all.All this time she had one of her arm around my shoulder, and now the other hand was going up and down my exposed thigh, brushing my pole more than once.She didn’t need to say anything further, I pressed forward and landed my lips directly on hers, and we lost ourselves in that moment. We kissed slowly at first but she kept raising the tempo till I felt like she wanted to eat my tongue whole. We were madly engrossed in. Oh, God, I loved this other man, and he was married to boot. FUCK, could I not get anything right in my life? I find a wonderful man, with two great kids, (a bonus for me, since I could not have children) who is single, but doesn't seem to have a mind to love me in the same way that I love him. CRAP!!! Then, I find a great man, who adores me, and loves me just the way I am, and isn't it just my luck that he is married. DOUBLE CRAP!!! I have to do something about Jack, and just when I.