On nights when he particularly pissed someone off, he would be taken outside and beaten up (truth be told, he enjoyed those nights almost as much, so ...strong was his desire for pain... ) - it was rare for him to actually find someone whose proclivities matched up with his.But Julia...Standing up and looking at herself in the mirror again, the sight that she'd seen earlier suddenly wasn't depressing. It gave her hope.She looked like a slut, a whore, a sexual creature good for one thing and one. Thankgod I wasn't showering with any of those guards. The tub was anotherstory it was more like a small hot tub and the water had been drawn andwas bubbling already. I guess I was supposed to get in. But before Itook off my night gown I looked for the clothes Johnson spoke of. Nextto the sink was a pile of clothing, I found a bra and panties both werepink and made from silk. I was also given a dress that when I draped iton the front of my body and discovered that it came to about just. "The month will pass like no time, I'll call you every day," she said.That night I slept in the guest room again. Sarah didn't understand why. "We're not angry at each other, it's over. Why are you sleeping in there?" she asked."You said we weren't going to sleep together again until I lost 50lbs," I reminded her."I said we weren't going to have sex again until you lost it," she said. "Anyway I didn't really mean it, I was just upset." I think she realized that she had hurt me pretty badly and. .when I was **, A*** (a close gf) and I had watched this porn video online (this was awhile ago back when porn was slow loading shit) and I had never seen anything like it before." I interrupted her story for a moment to say, "Was it a sex video?" My sister went back to her story, "No, no...it was a woman giving a guy a blowjob while massaging her pussy...at that age I had only seen pictures of dicks in sex ed and in a Playgirl once. The video freaked me out though because A*** had seen it.