Caitlin knew exactly what she needed to do. A few hours later Caitlin was seated at a table for two at Joey’s, a nice seafood restaurant that she lo...ved. She was wearing a black sweater with black pants. Her red hair was in a ponytail and she was nervously chewing her bottom lip, waiting for Logan to show up. She smiled as he entered the restaurant and made his way to the table. He was wearing gray slacks and a button up shirt. ‘Hi Caitlin.’ ‘Hi Logan. I have something to tell you. Do you want. We thought thebest idea would be in a porn movie theatre. So it wasall arranged for the Friday night at 8pm.I suggested to Beth that we go to see a blue movie; itmay give her some more ideas for fantasies. She lookedaskance at me, I suppose she was guessing this might bethe set up for her ‘forced sexing’ but she didn’t makeany comment, she just agreed to go.We got to the theatre just before 8pm, inside our eyestook a while to adjust to the darkness but as weentered the back. I didn't care to fight. Fight or flight? I was definitely all about flying at this point. What good would it do? Nobody was going to believe me, anyway. I was nothing but a dirty rapist and that's all I would ever be.The thing about public defenders was that they were working on five to ten cases at a time. They're not going to dig. They're not going to try very hard to defend a rapist. Or murderer. Or what have you. If you don't volunteer information, they're just going to assume guilt and go. As I came into the lounge he looked up, he didn’t take his eyes from my body,“Wow mum, you look and smell so” he paused, “Sexy” I remarked,“Yes, sexy, that is the word I am looking for” he said licking his lips,“Thank you sweetie, I am pleased you like what I have on” I said glancing down at my nipples hard against the silky white material, and it had not gone un-noticed by my son, I moved around to the side of him and he looked up at me,“How about this massage you was going to give me” I asked.