She admitted 10 years. She was 45 at the time. Again not sure what to say I asked what does she do for sex. She admitted to using toys. I got to admit... I had never really heard about sex toys up until that point. I mean, yeah I had heard of dildos, but that was pretty much it. I had this confused look on my face. She asked if I wanted to see and followed her to her bed room. She showed me what they were and described what they were used for. Like the smart ass that I was then I asked her to. You were strong enough to help me get through a nightmare. You were strong enough to help me get that psychotic behavior of mine under control. And I’ve told you how much I love you for what you did. And you know I mean it. Now you and I have got to be strong enough to deal with seeing Bill again and not lose our self control.’ ‘I know. You’re right. But that bastard propositioned you!’ ‘And he’ll probably do it again. And I’ll say no again. Bobby, we can’t pretend I didn’t fuck him. We can’t. He also had stockings on as I found when I felt his garters once my hand got inside. I was curious what color they were, and hoped that Helen would dress me in stockings, heels, girdle, bra, and slip. My mind was racing so fast through all of my fantasy buttons, hoping that I would not loose my consciousness grip and go off in dream land. I had to stay in the here and now, but my sexual turn on was so intense I felt myself swooning, with waves of emotion swimming through my head. Helen. ..the cat o nine tails lay on the seat of a plush recliner with a massive yet intriguing vibrator leaning up against it, the bed itself was huge a full california king that held a variety of tools i was familiar with being a mechanic but not used to seeing in the bedroom, as my new friend and I discussed the layout on the bed I came to find out he was in search of a woman that would be able to assist him with fulfilling his fantasy of completing his new fucking machine and be in the film of its.