And did I tell you that they don’t mind me swimming and working out without any clothes on. That started when I only had the one dress but now that ...Lucy has finished altering a load of clothes for me the guys said that they don’t mind me continuing not wearing anything.”“I bet that they didn’t.”“And the hotel manager, a David Seaton doesn’t mind either, he’s asked me to model for some artists and photographers. He’s also asked me to model or pretend to be a patient for some medical. I was just expecting a blowjob so the big tits were a big bonus. We talked for a few minutes and decided to drive to my house. The short drive seemed to take forever as I watched her headlights behind me in the mirror. I pulled into my driveway and rushed to open the door for her.As we stepped into the light I saw her big tits up close trying to push their way through the thin fabric of her top. I got us a couple of drinks and we sat on the couch to watch some porn. I could tell she was a. “Bitch.” She said, with a pathetic slur the word tumbling from her mouth in a rush of barely distinguishable syllables. Immediately, what was left of her sober mind made her come to a realisation as her head shot up from off the table. “Oh no! What's going to happen if I see him at the office? It’s going to be so awkward… Kill me now.”Aside from her the youngest of the three women peeled the drink coaster that had gotten stuck to their friend’s face. “At least you tried.”“Bet she’s wishing she. "Yes, I am going to jump and end my life, but it's not how you think. My life doesn't suck, it's quiet the opposite: My life is too perfect. For about 20 years I have lived THE life. A life everybody dreams of. But unfortunately, I have come to notice that I miscalculated. What I thought would bring happiness only made me lonely.What I seeked most, seems like a foolish dream nowadays. I am sick of this life I can't be sure of if it's mz own accomlishment or not. Idon't want to continue any.