But still, I think, I hope, things turned out for the best and we just had to wait this long to be ready for each other.Once we'd gotten past the open...ing shocks in the conversation, I had an epiphany. John was my dom. I was free. Free to be who I wanted, and he would love me. I'd get to give him anything, and bring him happiness for as long as he'd let me, and that thrilled me to my core. As hungry as I was, I couldn't wait for dinner to be over. I wanted to get out and run, or jump around, or. He walked down a flight of stairs and into a dimly litroom where the music was so loud that he couldn't hear himself think.Sitting down at the bar he ordered a Bacardi and Coke. Looking around atthe club, it was packed with young people. The dance floor was crowdedwith couples moving to the slow song being played. He sipped his drinkwhen he noticed a woman approaching him."Mind if I sit here?" No, go right ahead."Her blue eyes stared at him then sat down on the stool she smiled at him.Paul had. ?Mit breitem Grinsen h?rte sie meinem Flehen und Winseln zu. ?Gut Sklavin! Da ich jetzt dein einziger Gott bin, gebiete ich nun ?ber dein Leben! Um dies zu besiegeln, wirst du jetzt meinen goldenen Nektar trinken ! Knie dich hin und mach dein Sklavenmaul auf !? V?llig gebrochen gehorchte ich. Mit geschlossenen Augen und wimmernd erwartete ich das schlimmste.?Breitbeinig stand sie vor mir und tat es tats?chlich! Sie pisste mich an! Der erste Strahl traf meine Nase und die Wangen, der zweite. It was about 12:19 a.m. when Vera called me back. Me: "Hello?" Vera: "Hey, Charlene. What's going on?" Me: "Oh, nothing. While you were watching TV, I just decided I'd continue on my novella. Was that episode of 'I Love New York' a re-run? The one where the midget was eliminated and she brought Buddha back?" Vera: "Yes, it was. But I love that show! It cracks me up." Me: "Ugh... all TV has is reality shows. What happened to all the good shows that used to come on? This is why I don't watch.