She would watch of course ... fascinated by the sheer power and domination of the stud, yet with his fierceness in check replaced almost by as close t...o tenderness as a stallion could ever reach.The mares never balked but submitted to the powerful control of the stud, obeying nature's design for them without question. So much different than relations between men and women ... but she thought about what it'd be like if she were a mare eagerly awaiting her stud to mount her, grab a hold of her. .."I gently shook my head. "Nope... Just kissing... I don't think we coulddo anything even if we wanted to with our... You know... Oursituation..."She asked, "You mean with you still being physically male? Or with herblockers and... Well... your surgery?"I nodded and said, "All the above... I mean... Right now, when she kissesme... Or even just holding my hand... It makes my skin all tingly... Shemakes me feel something... I just never thought I'd ever feel anythingwith anyone ever since the. ”“Then it’s safe to move forward with her as you say. You do have other girls to deal with as well, especially your friends Tatyana, Karin and Sofia.”“I know. I’m seeing Tatyana next weekend. I think we both agree that the gulf between us is too wide to bridge at this point, and maybe forever. In a sense, she’s the easiest to deal with because she’s always known that it would be another five years before we could truly be together, and at that point we’d see where we were. The others are more. God this Man was so hot! I replied to His email and we chatted and shared pics for a week and then He asked me to cam for Him. He wanted to watch me with my toys wearing only heels. I was so nervous but He made me feel comfortable and at ease. He was firm but polite. We agreed to meet but since I am not ready for anything public I only agreed to meet Him as a male. We met for coffee one afternoon, I arrived a half hour early and He was already there sitting at a table in a quiet corner. He.