We met when we were about seven, and we'd gone through hell together on numerous occasions. We treated each others homes as though they belonged to bo...th of us, and both my parents and his were happy with it that way. We only lived four houses apart, and as we were going through our early teen years, we would crash wherever we found ourselves at the end of the evening.If we were messing with model boats, we'd be at Graeme's place. Girlfriends were better entertained at my house. My mum would. I felt guilty and fucking lonely as hell. I couldn’t remember a time that I didn’t have my best friend to talk to, to make music with. Fuck just to sit in silence with. Now even the silences were tense and loud. I looked away from him and bit into my cheek to keep the emotional pain at bay. ‘Dude, you okay?’ I heard Jack’s voice. I glanced at him and realized he was talking to Raine not me. Raine gave a quick affirmative jerk and stood up. He looked back at me for a split second and walked out. Thinking she was grabbing the blanket from me, I let go and it dropped straight to the ground. A moment later, the bra dropped off her shoulders and followed the dress. Here we were, standing near the shoreline of the river, my wife totally naked, and facing some guy in the middle of the river. This whole scene made my little dick so hard it hurt. I took the cue and brushed her hair away from her neck so I could kiss it, while reaching my other hand up to fondle her bare breast. Candice turned. .”“That doesn’t make sense?”“That I’m still trying to figure. When you were on the ventilator, especially the second time when you were more with it. How did that feel? You had no control, they could do what they liked with you. Was that a turn-on?”“Nice idea love. It could have been, but they were so respectful — even M when she was there. I mean she’s seen me naked hot and horny, but she was so bloody professional. She could have stuffed me with a vibrator while she did all that medical.