But another voice spoke up in my head. "oh its very true. you were in her mind. try again. you can do it. you can do more if you wish" i started shaki...ng even more afraid of not the action but the consequences of the possibilities that lay before me if that second voice was true. i searched for a reason and found none. i was mesmorized by the sight of this woman. though i had never been with a woman if i could i wanted to. for the time the conseguences vanished and lust took over.. i did want. " He stopped at the bottom. "Please- just ... just hear me out."She didn't turn around, but she stilled, halfway up."What do you want, Simon?"You."I can explain-" Let me guess. They ordered you to do those things, right? Like Emilee made me- made me obey anyone." Y-yes," he stammered. But if she realized that... "Why-" Why do I want you gone?" She spoke in monotone. "Because it doesn't matter if they forced you or not." What? Renee, th-that wasn't me."She exhaled. "Look. Can you guarantee it. John Holloway had warned the staff that today's parent night was our biggest ever. Between campers, leaders, staff and families we would be feeding over nine hundred people. Our poor kitchen staff literally had to work overtime for two days to prepare enough food for this huge crowd. We set up six serving lines, a director in charge of each one.The serving lines ran amazingly smoothly. My pool staff manned my line. We processed around a hundred and fifty people in a little more than twenty. ’‘And if you do it?’‘He will probably survive and the brain damage would be small. In time he may make a full recovery.’‘Well Doctor, I can’t get any family here in less than twelve hours. Do we have that much time?’‘Non, every minute we delay increases the risk.’‘Go ahead Doctor, I will support you all the way. Will Wainwright wouldn’t want to live if his brain wasn’t on top form. I will try to get his father here but go ahead and do what you have to do.’The doctor walked away and I sat down.