There are so few of us we rarely run into each other and the times that we do our senses are fleeting at best. As hard as it is to see others true for...ms it’s even more difficult to see our own. I’ve never seen mine and would love to. If I ever meet with another hopefully they will describe to me what I look like. I hate going to bars but sometimes my search sends me to such places. On this particular night I feel that strange feeling I so rarely have. I sit in the far corner watching the. I can easily say that night I did not slept at all, and it was not sexual restlessness, I was burnt from my soul with anger and agony, I was cursing myself too for trying all that and I thought about filing a divorce but in the morning I calmed myself down because of my son.Day passed and I met Lakith on the same evening and I abruptly asked myself “what if I will have sex with him?”And I felt my breasts getting heavier with strange sensation passing through my body, he was a tall guy with good. ?I actually have to go. I do appreciate the beer and the conversation, but my friends are waiting for me.? She put her cell phone in her purse and started to dismount the bar stool but stopped when Jim grabbed her upper arm lightly but firmly.?Come on, Miri. You don’t want to go. Stay. Have another beer. We only just started getting to know each other.? ?Really, Jim. I have to go. I appreciate your insistence and I’m flattered, but I have other people to delight with my presence.? Miri gently. With one free hand, she took my glasses off and threw them on the floor. With that same hand, she gently lifted up my head and kissed me again. My leg was still between her thighs at this point and she was gently grinding on it. She was so hot. She let go of my hands for a second and in that instant, I grabbed her and flipped her over onto her back. I climbed on top of her. She tried to get up but I resisted, pushing her shoulders back down onto the bed. I kissed her hard, then got up.