Make no mistake, Lord Ambassador. I may regret the death and the destruction, but I do not regret our decision. Surely you know of the foreign power t...hat has conquered Oceanus?" As far as I am aware, Duric Z'garon is still on the throne." Which says nothing as to who is actually running Oceanus." Are you not pledged to obey the Emperor regardless of his politics?"Vortas had studied the ambassador since he had arrived, looking for some hint as to the man's agenda. He had heard that the Urisi had. "Yes," I replied. "I go out like this. I go to class like this. I go to work like this. This is me." I pulled my hair over my left shoulder and held up my hand showing her my painted nails."Do you have friends? Do you date? Do you like men? Do you sleep with them?" She was getting upset again."Yes, I have friends who accept me. I am seeing with someone now, her name is Beth. We will move in together when she gets back from summer break." As I said this I showed her a picture of the two of us,. Some times the sounds were just on the other side of the wall they leaned against. Phillip was expertly rubbing her and she grasped her breasts in their leather case. She fumbled to tug them free so she could pinch the hard nipples that were rubbing the leather. Her cries were getting louder, and she bit her lips to keep from crying out loud enough to alert the other people of what they were doing. “O god,” she whispered with a shudder. Phillip grasped her neck with his teeth and gently bit her. I had to have it in spite of my misgivings. As I touched it I was surprised at how warm it was. It was rock hard yet felt like velvet. I stroked it like it was my own. Well don't just rub it girl I can do that myself he said. It was now or never. I slowly put my lips on it. I kissed the tip and felt the head slide past my lips and into my mouth. Did he push it in or did I go down on it ? It didn't matter because at that moment I knew this was what I really wanted and needed. I was now a girl.