Its worse that your not even here to explain yourself but you know that I know, I left you a message so now I wait, I sit here thinking over everythin...g I saw today, my mind running wild, was it the first time? The last time? What does it all mean for me, for us? Did you mean all those things you told me, all those meaningful things that made my stomach flip in a good way. Is it still me you want, or do you now want her? The adrenaline pumps round my system once again as I think about it, the. Moi lahekoi taair aru osorot goi bohilu taair gaat ga logai aru lahekoi mur haat tu taair kharir toledi khumuai dilu aru bushor oporot hathtu firai dilu, taai olop usop khai uthil kintu eku nokole aru moiu lahe lahe taair bushot hath firai bushor futat anguli eta bhorai dilu taair bushor bhitor tu paanire pisol hoi asil babe khohoje khumaai gol.Taai bahut din sudonor khukhor pora bonchit hoi asil babe taai bahut khanti pale mur ei karjot. Taaiu lahekoi mur fale saai tair hathtu mur gamusar. ‘Where then?’‘Meet me after school.’‘And you’ll tell me then?’She just nodded her head slightly.‘Okay.’ John found it was very hard to sit next to her for the rest of the lesson. He was desperate to know what was going on in her strange head. She obviously didn’t want anyone else to hear what she was going to tell him.The end of school couldn’t come fast enough. He was so hyped up to hear what she had to say that he was waiting for her outside the school gates practically as soon as the bell. I confirmed that both Dan & Cara were serious about the evening's activities, as I've had such encounters with others who ended up freaking out 1/2 way into the play.I started by having Cara stand up. I took her in my arms, gave her a long & deep soul kiss. It was strictly to test Dan and his ability to watch his "girl" with another guy. He simply muttered "Fuuuuuck!" Test #1 - Passed. I then sat Cara down, and repeated the test with Dan in my arms. Same response. Test #2 - Passed. From that.