. . . . The next time I come over we play more dress up, it’s obviously our favorite thing. I put on a merry widow in black lace with big stiff bra ...cups. Cindy throws balled up stockings at me trying to make a basket. I switch to a camisole top because Twyla’s big bras don’t fit and just look funny on me. It has little black polka dots, black lace across the chest, right above my nipples, and lace trim on the sides of the matching panties. She gets into a nightgown that would be short on her. So he's the only man that I went all the way with. I played around with this one guy named Paul before I met Tim when I was 17. After drinking one night with Paul at a drive-in movie, I gave my first blowjob. I was so surprised at how much sperm came out and how fast it happened. I just about puked on Paul when it happened. I don't think he even cared that I spit his come on the floor of his Dads car.After being married to Tim for a few years he taught me that a man loves for his woman to. You should be relieved, that means he doesn't think of your anus as a useful orifice. Don't worry, it gets chilly sometimes, but you'll get used to it."Chills went up my back and the hairs on my neck stood up. I looked at her exposed, vacant groin and down at my own and broke out in tears. I now looked like a centerfold that had been the victim of overzealous airbrushing between the legs. My total lack of sex organs would be on permanent display, half-dressed in only boudoir attire. I knew then. Maybe Tami was still in bed and I could go join her.There'd been a dance at the high school last night, and Robbie and I had gone for awhile to perform with the band. Then we met Tami and Ashley at Robbie's house for a party of our own. Mostly Risk and some dancing and making out. It was a nice way to start the holidays.I turned off my radio and was getting ready to take my shower when I noticed the noise of the television coming from the living room. That surprised me. Traci must be up, but.