" What! When?" he asked intently."About ten days ago. Not long after you left," Vinnie offered."We didn't want to bother you on your honeymoon and the...re wasn't anything that you could do for him here." You said he's home?" Tom asked, turning back to his mother."Yes. He's resting and you can see him this afternoon," Louise said in a trembling voice."We didn't want to spoil your honeymoon, Tom," she continued. "That's why we didn't try and find you."Jenny reached out to Tom's mother and held her. All the time thinking I’d never see him again as he walked out the door again. I sat there angry with myself for not saying anything and I got up the guts to go after him hoping that he hadn’t left yet, praying that there was some odd reason why he’d still be in the parking lot. My world shattered around me as I realized that he had left and I had lost my only chance. I went back into the coffee shop obviously upset, gathered my belongings and proceeded to walk to my car in the parking. So that was her plan, forcing me to wear lipstick like a girlwhile dressed like a guy. It was a dream come true, but one we'd neverdiscussed. How could she possibly know? "Don't be silly," I said."This is not the place, in a straight bar among all these men." Why not live your fantasies? Go for it, girlfriend!" she asked,leaning over close and whispering in my ear.I whispered back, glad to make the conversation private, intuiting thatsomething scary was coming. "Where did you get the idea. His strong hands feeling so good and helping me relax. He would stroke my back then down my lower back and by behind then back to the top. I could feel his naked legs and sex against me. As he kept massaging my back I felt more and more relax. His hands were then massaging my behind mostly and I started pushing back against his hands, moving slowly as I enjoyed his touch. He was careful not to bother the garter belt or untie the stockings. His fingers followed the lines of the garters gently.