My legs felt like lead with every step I took towards him. I wanted to run, call out tell somebody. But my inner slut kept me quiet and urged me forwa...rd. Telling me I was just overreacting, that he would never hurt me. he probably didn't even like me that way, after all he was drunk. I approached him with my head bowed until he beamed at me and swept me up into his arm in a big bear hug. i squealed happily and threw my arms back around him, momentarily forgetting i wasn't wearing panties or. He started to rub my leg, sliding his hand underneath my short blue cocktail dress. He brushed my soft blonde hair back, kissed me, and immediately found my clit."Stop." I whispered in his ear. "It's your birthday. I should do something nice for you. I tossed the blanket aside, I stoop up, letting Greg see me in my tight revealing cocktail dress, glittery make-up, my amble chest struggling to stay contained. I took the hairband off my wrist, put my hair into a ponytail and smiled. Greg just let. James and me were drinking and playing cards. when his girlfriend came in. he cooked us something to eat and as we were eating i noticed that she was under the kitchen table giving james a blowjob. i sat back from the table a little. her ass was towaeds me and she was fingering herself. She had a small piece of dark redhair at the top of her clit. I started the smell her juices and james had his head back enjoying what she was doing to him. He shot his head down looked at me then looked down. Stepping into the shower, I pulled the curtain closed behind me and turning so my back faced the shower head I let the hot water cascade over my head to split between washing down my back and washing down my front. I felt another stir between my legs and laughed quietly to myself having a familiar conversation in my head. “You know you’re not supposed to be so sexual at your age, you’re not 20 anymore after all”. It was an often held conversation I had in my head, women aren’t supposed to be.