I decided that I was confident enough in my new persona to give it a try. I clipped on my earrings and sat down on the bed in front of the mirror, try...ing to maintain consciousness enough so that I could actually watch the transformation. I was successful enough so that I saw my features blur and reshape themselves, my body shrinking in some places, expanding in others. Finally, when the big change came, I couldn't keep my eyes from unfocusing and my head from thrashing about, and I"awakened". ‘Jesus Xand! You don’t even care about the business now either! Get a fucking grip!’ Adam fumed then stormed out of the office. He was heading for London as he knew her only family were down there. He caught the plane straight to London to see what he could find out. ******************************************* Lexi lay in bed. It had been a week without Xander or the rest of the clan, god what will it be like after a month or even a year. As soon as she had left the McCloud household she had. The truth was: I adored her and wanted her approvalin the worst way. Even though some four years had passed since mysurgery, I still wondered each day whether I would be "read," that isbeing seen as a male who transitioned into womanhood. I don't know whythat persisted, since I had always acted and looked more like a girl fromchildhood on. It pleased me to know that Emily, who knew me about aswell as anyone, never thought of me as anything but a woman.That night, before I went to bed, I. She was swearing the boys to secrecy and unbuttoning her blouse. She had on a plain white cotton bra like little girls wear. She reached around behind her back and then stopped. Instead she removed her blouse first and laid it on a lawn chair. Then she once again swore the boys to keep their mouth’s shut and reached back to undo the hooks on her bra. She quickly pulled it off and tossed it on the chair with her blouse. I zoomed in further and got a good look at her new tits too. She had puffies.