She sat down beside me and put her arm round me.“Caleb.”“Yes?”“Go after her.”“What?”“Go after her. God, Caleb, you love her, you’v...e been in love with her all along. Go and get her or you’ll be unhappy for the rest of your life.”“Too late. She’s going to marry Bryn.”“No she isn’t!” Nicky was now shouting at me. “She is married to you, and she wants to stay married to you. GO AND GET HER.”“But you Nicky, what about you?”“For god’s sake Caleb, can’t you work it out? Are you thick or something? How. Jill had kicked me out of my own home at gunpoint, a fact that still ate at me, even now despite my attempts to heal and repair the breach between us. She did seem to feel some contrition and make at least some attempts to atone, as did Karen for pushing her to kick me out (the au naturel impregnation, for instance). Even so, I still had doubts about the living arrangement, though with three babies on the way, it might be too late.To be frank, part of me wondered if Jill was some kind of toxic,. My spandex barely covered my thong! When I got to the party I caught every guys attention. I went to go get a drink and From the corner of my eye I saw a guy in a santa costume, well he just had santa pants, a Santa hat, and No shirt on! Lol He saw that I was looking at him as well and he called me over. When I got to him he had a huge smile on his face and was staring at me up and down. I didn't know what to say or do, so I just asked him," do I know you?". He laughed and said," no, my name is. Lou looks up at me and sees a light glow around my dark auburn hair from the candlelight. Lou wonders to himself if I’ve ever looked so beautiful. I smile a tiny smile, and slowly sink down to my knees. We are now nearly face to face, and we gaze deeply into each other’s eyes. I reach forward and I start to unbutton his shirt, top to bottom. As I reach his navel his shirt begins to open wide, exposing his upper body. I lean forward and softly kiss his chest. Lou removes his shirt, and I begin.