First time I saw her white milky full hands. She had tucked the bottom of her nightgown up into her panties so that she could walk freely. It was that... much up that I was able to watch lower part of her thighs. I asked her, “Can I help you ma’am?” She replied, “No, I will do it. Don’t worry.” I said, `I don’t have any work to do. I would be happy to help you.’ She said ok. She told me to go with her to bring a table from the last room. While we were going, due to lack of attention, she stroked. Also, for those two nights she became the passionate sensual woman I'd always dreamt of but I had a nasty nagging feeling she was using me for practice in preparation for her adventure with Rob.Came the day and Liz spent all morning preparing herself to look her best. We had some old blackout curtains which I rigged in the loft as a background and floor covering, I'd bought a clothes rope and some screw eyes to rig up two ropes from the ceiling beam. I also fixed an angle poise lamp to the. Axle?s claws dug into her skin breaking and releasing droplets of blood against her hips: she squealed and grimaced in pain. She tried to throw the dog off by bucking her body up and down. Axle dug his claws deeper in to the bitch. In that moment she thought to herself of what was going to happen and how fucked up it was, and fear washed through her mind with the sharpness of a javelin being lodged in her skull. She was being raped by a DOG! ?NO! GET OFF OF ME!? she screamed at the. 'Perhaps, ' he thought to himself, 'I am getting too far ahead in my thinking. My journey is still far from over, and yet here I am: my feet dead as wood, my legs heavy like rock, once again on the climb. All I've loved and known left behind perhaps forever, and I am letting myself be fooled by visions of a future yet to unravel, with me at its center.'Selfishness. Ego. A sign of malignancy, a precursor to evil thoughts and desires, accursed manifestations of Them. He prayed then to God, to.