We had won our first football game, at this point we were undefeated, and had a chance at the Semi Finals, Finals, States, Nationals, and everything. ...The Cougars didn't. At this point we were still in the running.Us cheerleaders decided that we would all wear our cheer leading shirts to school the next day, along with a cute skirt or jeans.I wore khaki capris and navy slip on sneakers with my top.We all laughed at the sight of each other in our cheer leading tops.It was weird to notice how all. I found myself driving to the keysIt's about 90 minutes from Miami to the keys, it took me some time to find her place, it was very secludedI drove into the place, a modest sized house with a dock in the back yyardI rang the door bell, I saw the curtains move in the second floorA minute later she answered the door wearing a man's shirtGina is 5'&" 115 lbs, long dark hair and a beautiful tan.l I wasn't sure if she had naything on under the shirt"Come in Mr. Simmons" Can I call you Robert or. I took a USB thumb drive off my keychain and inserted it into an open slot on the front of his computer and dragged a copy of the folder onto it.As I scanned down the list, my heart stopped when I saw a folder named Jude. I opened it. It was filled with a mix of still photographs and video clips. I set the display to show extra-large thumbnails so that I could see a quick preview of all the files. Most of them were pictures of Jude in varying degrees of dress and undress, pictures of her in the. So, even before we got married I had to make a choice. Leave you and seek what I physically needed — or marry you and lead a double life.I chose the later option because I loved you too much to lose you. This love is as strong today as it was when we first started to date. I hope you can believe, though it would be hard to understand, that I still love you with all my heart — but that I had to seek fulfillment of my physical needs elsewhere.My darling, if I did not express myself clearly enough.