I personally believe all of them are honorable people who won't intentionally mislead you."Gloria was almost wringing her hands, "I don't know..."Lesa... advised, "Woman, you've got to relax. Let's go find something that'll calm your nerves. It's a bit early to start diner, but we can check the status of the liquor cabinet on the way to the kitchen."In the kitchen, Gloria finally had a rather tall gin and tonic in her hand and Lesa was sipping a dry martini when there is a knock on the utility. Once inside the dimly lit facility i entered to find a mixture of ages and races of women. Some dressed like men, others had so little on it left nothing to the imagination. I had planned it that i would be early, but to my surprise i saw "candied yam" already there. Dressed in a colorful long halter dress i finaly saw the body that had earlier been hidden from me. Large ripe breast that pulled the fabric so taunt i could see large pert nipples jutting out at me. My eyes hungered for what. For whatever reason, my key couldn’t be located quickly so they gave me one of the spares. I suppose hotels have to have spares to cover all of the occasions when guest leave the hotel forgetting to hand back their keys. I went to my room and had a shower. My mind started to wander again whilst showering and I dealt with the problem this time by jerking off with the hot water streaming over me. My cock was really hard and with thoughts of Gemma, Denise and the changing room scene described. I keep replaying conversations I had with those men, wondering if they ever let me hear them laughing at me, taunting me. Every time I start talk to Jenny about holding her in bed, or more, I'm flooded with the image of one of those fat slobs rutting on her. Then I want to throw up as I 'hear' her cries of passion ringing in my ears.As I lay here I can hear her breathing, she's asleep. Normally I'm asleep before she is. I've been taking a prescription sleeping pill since my first appointment.