But Lynn Mom doesn’t remember making love to me and she doesn’t feel like we did it. I hope that you can help us make some sense out of this. I lo...ve you and, in a few months, I am going to be so happy to hold you in my arms. I love both of you, my sons.”I finished with a kiss, French, of course.“Your sons?” Lynn said with a shocked expression on her face“Yeah Lynn. While we were making love, just before I came in you, you said “Save our sons”, but it didn’t sound like your voice.” I think I. It’s 4am you know?” Mary grumped as she and Sarah climbed into bed.I took a quick shower before joining them.I’d no sooner laid down and was spooning Mary when CJ started whimpering.“Aaargh! He’s been fussy all night. Ever since he took a nap with Sarah earlier he keeps wanting her to hold him.” Mary moaned.“Mama too, mama too”, my little man flashed forlornly.Sarah snickered. “Yeah, he fell asleep on my stomach while we were laying on the couch. He must have slept like that for a couple of. ”Lucy stroked her wrist.“You want my advice?”Emma wiped her eyes.“Go back to him, I’m still here but don’t commit to anything with him, or with me. I’m not going anywhere. You had an affair with your sister in law but it doesn’t mean we’re committed, I love you in whatever way you want, sister in law, friend, lover.”“How can you say that after what I’ve just said.”“Because,” Lucy sat up and put her hand on her cheek, “I’ve known you longer as a friend than a lover, that’s why I can say that,”. "But you're the best friend I have ever had so." So?" he said with an expectant look on his face."So shall we just see how it goes on this holiday then?"The look of relief on Kev's face almost broke my heart, I started to cry.Again he came across to me and hugged me as I blubbed on his shoulder."Please don't cry," he said softly. "That is the last thing I want foryou to be upset." Can we go back to the tent please?" I requested."Of course you can," he replied.Kev then took my hand and we both.