Little did I realize why,first I thought maybe I was I was leaning towards being gay.but that did not make any sense for I was still sexually attracte...d to women. so I made the bad decisions of putting this issue on hold until now at the age of 33....not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to be a woman just like women's panties and certain clothes and wigs.this also brings up another issue that was unresolved form my early twenties and that was my attraction to transsexuals.. After a couple of shots we hit the dance floor and were grooving to the music, but it soon turned out that Dipti and her boyfriend were dancing together leaving me and Komal to ourselves. It was a bit awkward for us initially so I started a small conversation. I asked her where her husband was and she told me he had gone to Delhi for some work since the Monday and was expected to arrive only in October 1st week.So she decided to visit her family and relatives. We also were trying to talk more. . praying that he would not. Michael's head jerked to the left before he was out of sight and I silently prayed no one was in that hallway with him just now.My anger grew over the next few hours and I intentionally at my lunch outside, surrounded by many people, but intentionally. The hairs on the back of my neck reached up and I knew he was watching me. Skin certainly had a way of coming alive when being observed by another soul. Silently, I beckoned him to come to me, my brain was. " Derrick sighed, that was at least another 360 programs (rough estimate) that he'd have to disable, damn, wish great, great, grand dad had done some of this. Though from all that Derrick saw the other commanders probably wouldn't have allowed him on board anyway. Moments later Derrick was back aboard E, "While I have time E, I need to go through as many of the programs as I can," Derrick said. Taking everything he'd found so far Derrick was finally starting to see slight differences.