"You know what you need?" I said. "You need to get laid."Stan laughed. "Oh right. I should be conserving ducats for unemployment and you'll want to go... someplace like The Hetaera." Stan leaned toward me and said in a low voice, "I hear Maria likes to go to the gigolo section and she likes it weird. Leather and chains, whips..." Stan giggled, imagining staid Maria in chains and leather.The Hetaera is the fancy brothel in the financial district. They overcharge for everything. The idea is to keep. I took him for granted and then humiliated him in public. I cried myself to sleep for a few nights as I thought about my life and realized how much Charles meant in that life. I realized that he was the leading light in our being a couple. I vowed to change to be the kind of person who would try to deserve and be worthy of his love. At the end of the thirty days, I wanted him so badly but still had a streak of nastiness in me. I had apologized and asked, no begged him to take me back."Before he. Eugene, just said that he had told tony I was a good girlTony had me bend over the table. A familiar click, click. He came up behind me and pulled my knickers down my thighs and for me to start masturbating. Click, click, click! As I did, he seemed really excited that he could see moisture and made me feel really ashamed by commenting on it and discussing it with the boss. He even got some on his fingers and licked it. Then the boss made me cum by talking about fantasies I had told him, and. "I put my earphones in and began to listen to my beloved John Coltrane's"A Love Supreme', which is always guaranteed to calm me down. I musthave dropped off to sleep at some point because I woke up to find myhead resting against Shane's shoulder. As my head cleared, I realised hewas asleep too, and his hand was resting on my thigh. Oh shit, what isgoing on? I gently removed his hand from my leg, trying not to wake himand dug Nin in the ribs until she woke. "Come with me," I whispered, andwe.