It was terrifying, the thought of it, the fear of it. But the reality wasn't so bad. Just not actually that wonderful.”“So maybe it's something th...at would be on many people's list but doesn't have to be on ours,” I said.“Precisely,” she said with a definite touch of relief. “In a way, I would like to do it with you, but not for the thrill, more for the intimacy. Because of what we share, our mutual quest.”“You're amazing,” I replied. “You understand things that...”“I'm a teacher,” she said. Red shirt shouted at me, ?YOU WANT TO FUCK YOURSELF AGAIN, BITCH, DON’T YOU?? A few minutes later he leaned close to my face and said, ?C’MON SLUT FUCK YOURSELF FOR US!? I didn’t want to come for them again, but I needed to come again SOON! I didn’t even realize that the tickling had stopped, until I heard black shirt shouting from next to me, on the other side of the bed, ?LOOK AT HER!? ?SHE’S FUCKING HERSELF LIKE THE SLUT SHE IS.? I was. I couldn’t stop. I thrust faster and faster, forcing. Usually after the sex, she would immediately go to sleep so that she could be awake later that evening for work. Instead, this morning, she sat up in bed and looked to the bedroom door. Her beloved Duke had poked his head into the bedroom and was looking at her intently, his head tilted a little sideways.“Well, good morning, Dukey boy. I didn't see you there.” The dog approached the bed and licked Jenna's hand. She smiled and got up from the bed, taking tissues from the nightstand to mop up the. Whatever Alya's reaction, it wasn't likely to change just because more time had passed. The two of them sat together on the couch, arms wrapped around each other and snuggling together. They had a blanket thrown over them as they just sat with Alya's head on Lissa's shoulder."Alya," said Lissa quietly. "I'm ready to tell you my last secret. I'm still a little nervous, because I'm afraid of what you'll think of me." It's all right, Lissa," said Alya, glancing up at her. "You can tell me.