’ With your naughty look-at-you-breaking-the-rules smile you pour the mug full of Ballantine’s whiskey. Thinking about it, I don’t think I’ve ...ever seen you drink it and it’s nice to think that you keep it just for me. You put the mug in front of me. ‘What happened?’ ‘I’m an idiot.’ I don’t know why I do this. I get frustrated and I just want to come to you, get re-centered in my world, and get back on my feet. But I never come right out and say it. I don’t say: ‘I had a stupid, minor, entirely. Me being my hormonal teenager self (I was barely 17 at the time, this past spring/summer actually), I asked them how they liked their women and they laughed and joked about sex and I sort of taught them to be responsible when having sex. I even gave them some good porn sites to go to so that they could enjoy themselves. And I did this frequently to Scooby, because haha, he really was kinda a horndog (All the while making my nights alone WAY better thinking about him).One night, while caressing. Meri aankho me aansu bhar aaye. Bahut dino ke baad mujhe apna pakchh rakhne ka mauka mila tha. Maine kaha “kya sara dosh mera hi tha..? Aap bhi to mujhe rok sakti thi.” VIDHI BHABHI chup bas sar jhukakar apne neeche ke honthhon ko danton se katne lagi. Maine dekha ki unka gora chehra lajja ki lalima se aur bhi nikhar uthhi hai. Unhone sar uthhakar ek baar meri or dekha fir sar jhukar kaha “ham aaj raat me aayenge” ek aashcharya mishrit khushi se mera sara sharer sihar utha. Mujhe yakeen nahi. "And you were being useful so it is normal to feel used afterwards. Didyou think this was going to be a free ride centred around you? You willbe used, get used to it, that is what you are here for. Soon you will seethat being used is an honour, you are fulfilling your purpose and it willmake you feel the fulfilment of being useful. Once you accept yourposition in life as a subordinate, you will feel the freedom of devoutservitude."We had reached the bathroom by then and she told me to strip..