" There are tears mixed in with my words, and I'm writing in panic and pain. I squirm over as much as I can, my body scraping against the floor as I ...wriggle my face closer to her, allowing me to place eager kisses on her boots, all over the toes of them, the heels, stretching out my tongue to wash the soles of them.She hesitates a moment then steps away, leaving me squirming and panting on the floor like an animal. My pleading may have worked as she changes the subject, at least for the. The night Troy left, I was in the living room smoking some pot and relaxing, somewhat glad that my marriage was over. Troy had been a bit of a bore and I'm a woman who needs some excitement and a little insanity. It's just who I am. So I was sitting there and Steve came out of his room. He was in an Iron Maiden T-shirt and his white brief underwear and socks. He sat down at the other end of the couch from me and was watching TV. After a while, he decided to say something to me."I know why. I could feel his breath on my face and his nosealongside mine, my eyes gently closed, waiting for his kiss. He began to softlykiss along my neck, and again I could feel him, his lips almost touching mine.I moved forward to try and make contact with him for a kiss I now needed aswell as wanted. Suddenly I felt his hand move from my neck to my hair, andfirmly he held my head back with a large handful of it. I opened my eyesand stared at him. ?I will kiss you Eve, when I am ready to kiss you; you. She saw me and smiled she very nonchalantly walked over to my bed and sat next to me my heart was racing I only ever have been with 1 guy my boyfriend and never really was attracted to girls but sasha there was something about her. I told her I was totally cool with her lifestyle I was kinda panicking she just laughed and put her hand on mine and said ''Its perfectly alright I know your curious i saw you checking me out''.I was shocked and tried protesting this but I was stooped when she kissed.