’ Tracy was a bit taken aback, it sounded like a pretty harsh reaction. ‘I wasn’t angry. But I knew it would never work between us, and I didn�...��t want to waste my time. It was a cheap shot, neither witty nor insightful. She became unattractive after that.’ Tracy was quiet for a moment before asking, ‘Will you give me a second chance William? If I ever say anything stupid or thoughtless like that? I mean I wouldn’t do it intentionally, but what if I am just not thinking and…well, it makes me. "God, that will be awkward!" I said, but I trusted my husband.About an hour later, we drove to Martin's hotel downtown and John said,"Heather, please just follow my lead, okay?"I nervously said, "Okay, but I am really nervous, John."He hugged me and we rode the elevator to Martin's floor. John said hewanted me to wait until he came back for me, and asked me to sit in one ofthe chairs near the elevator. I thought that was a little strange, but Iagreed, and sat cross-legged in a chair, and. I would've preferred her to go straight home, but I doubted that'd happen, as she had no transport and she loved me.I didn't quite run to be 'hiding' behind Julia for when Chloe arrived, but I did rush up to Julia and put my arm around her."That bad?" asked Julia."Impossible. She's insane. I don't want to put up with her crap any more." I could hear her shoes running down the stairs (she hadn't even removed those)."Get rid of her forever?" Yes please."Julia called out, "In the kitchen,. I walked into the kitchen and Jean said I've made tea would you like some? That would be lovely if said. She made the tea and lit a cigarette. She offered me one which I took. While we were smoking and chatting Jean asked if Lisa knew what I did every weekend. I told her she did. Jean said doesn't she mind. I said not at all and just like yourself and a lot of women she loves to watch. Lucky girl Jean said. So Jean I said what did you have in mind? She said when I asked how often did you.