I could also feel my clothes being loosened, I was bare chested and my nipples were being twisted and kneaded aggressively and painfully.The belt in m...y denims was loosened and drawn out from the loops, the button and zipper were lossened and freed, and my legs were lifted and the denims pulled-off and my knickers torn from my body, leaving burn marks where they ripped into my softer skin.All this was happening within five minutes and all this happened without me being able to break free from. As wonderful as this all is, I don't see how I can keep from going home at the end of the summer. I have been here only a couple of days and I never want to leave you." Terry, let's get to sleep and talk more about this later, all right. I love you too!"We both got under the covers, this time I got in right behind her, holding her tight. I so don't want to go home!I woke up, hearing the shower going and waited to see the morning version of my naked older sister Allison. She walked out drying. An electric wheel chair arrived the following month, I had enough movement in my hand to allow me to get about, but the girls kept me naked (with a towel over my lap) and the sides removed from the chair (I was strapped to the back) so they could jump on me at will, it did not take long and Janice and Carmen advised they were pregnant, suddenly I am about to have five kids.The big shock came the next month when both my wife and mother-in-law advised they had missed their period as well, I. A lack of thought or empathy. Understanding or accepting...well that takes effort and some will not even consider the reasons andare blind to possibility. This is one of those dark and un-redeeming type things conceived while Iwas in a mood. You know, one of those where for a few days everything isgrey and a bit bleak and nothing you say is right and nothing fits andnobody likes you and you don't eat right and maybe drink a little morethan you should, which of course... but you still sort of.