If you've read from the start you'll know that I wasn't comfortable with how curious I'd become and however crazy it sounds I really thought that suck...ing his cock was the only way I'd truly 'cure' my curiosity.It did have a pleasing logic to it because I would get to try it out,tell myself it was fine,i'm not turning gay but making sure I was turning gay.Plus,imagining a penis in my mouth was hot when it's not real wasn't an issue but taking a male in my mouth for real would feel all wrong and. . that's nothing to what I will be experiencing later... He's teasing me again, that cock of his in my face and I can't even taste it... can't lick, can't suck... making me want it.. all I can do is smell it. Smell his sex making me yearn for his cock.. He tells me to beg for it.. beg girl.. so through the gag I beg.. please please may I have your cock dear sir? He smiles and says good girl then slaps my mouth with his cock. He unties me from the chair and tells me to go to the bed and lay. Awe, the life of a rock star,” he says as he stares into space and I give him my famous ‘what the fuck’ look. He continues. “The x-rays show that your strenuous activity tonight tightened up some muscles, which pushed the object closer to your lungs. I’m going to prescribe some muscle relaxers in case it happens again, which will prevent another emergency room visit. If there is no repeat occurrence in the next ten hours, you may leave.”I tell him to thank you as he leaves. The nurse comes in. Both Theresa's parents believed they had done her no favor by continuing to allow her the freedom to try to make her own match.It was only later that I found out that Lupe planned on bringing someone up from the village in Old Mexico where he'd been raised. This new farm worker was the unmarried son of a boyhood friend of his. It wasn't the same as an arranged marriage, but the young man had already been warned, prior to leaving his village for the arduous trip North, that his long term.