. inviting.“If I spend more time with you, I’ll just make a fool of myself again,” she said. She believed that was true, even though there was n...o projected scenario in her mind. She always seemed to make a fool of herself when she was around this man.“Why are you so afraid of me?” he asked.A spark of anger ignited, and gave her energy. She sat up.“I’m not afraid of you!” she snapped. His blue eyes never wavered and she realized she was lying. She slumped. “I don’t know why I’m afraid of you,”. We continued asking each other questions about how and where we liked to do for about a half hour until we knew his family would be home soon. Not wanting what we were doing to end I invited him to sleep over at my house that night. He accepted. We decided to sleep outside in a tent that night I had set up in the backyard. This would allow us to look at his dads dirty magazines with out having to worry about a anyone walking in on us. He came over just after just after dark with his bag of. Not everyone has had a chance to get even." I couldn't think of any woman i had fucked here that had not just beat my ass. Until Sandy walked up. Sandy - the gay guy. The one I had been razzing for months about being a 'fag' 'cocksucker' etc.Brenda was still holding me by the ball-leash bent over the table - and as Sandy walked around behind me I braced for another hard spanking on my raw, sore ass. I heard a rustle, then felt his hands on my asscheeks. But instead of spanking I felt him spread. I would call her more from home, just to hear her voice, she would provide me so much encouragement, and that was all that I wanted. Finally about a month after returning back from Milwaukee, I finally told Stacy that I didn’t feel that we were heading in the same direction, and that I wanted to break up, and she didn’t take it well, but I felt in my spirit that if I held firm that great things and peace would follow. She believed it all tied back to Tina Lee, and I couldn’t convince her.